There’s a writing adage that you should “write what you know”
then there’s the first seemingly opposite “writing to find out”. In fact, I
think it’s the subtle interplay between the two that makes things interesting
when you write but sometimes it also makes things difficult.
I don’t believe “write what you know” should be taken
literally—if it were, we wouldn’t have science-fiction, or fantasy or anything
really aside from versions of biography and autobiography. Boring. In my mind,
writing what you know is a twofold piece of advice:
1.
If there is any factual component to your
fiction, know it and know it well.
2.
Write from an emotional place of truth.
This second part is more related to the idea that even ‘made
up stuff’ should have an emotional honesty about it. It should come from and
express real emotions even if the events that elicit these emotions are not
events that the author has ever experienced.
As a writer undertaking creative-practice research, I am
mandated to “write to find out”. My practice by its nature of contributing to
my PhD, must create new knowledge. This mandate does not necessarily make the difficult
bits any easier.
I started out my whole project in a place where I was
relatively comfortable. My project aims to cover the experiences of six different
cultural groups, women in particular, who have migrated to Australia. For the
first suite of stories, I focused on British migrants.
Starting with the first major non-indigenous migration to
Australia meant I had to write historical fiction and I had a vague plan that I
would follow the waves of migration to Australia chronologically.
Once I was done with the British section, though, I was kind of tired of
writing historical fiction and decided to jump to a much more contemporary
group of migrants—Somali refugees.
The idea excited me, which was precisely why I’d decided to
make the leap in time frame. I needed to be re-invigorated about my writing and
this new cultural focus meant no more researching historical events, clothes, townships, speech
patterns and colloquialisms in order to make my stories believable. But moving
out of my comfort zone in another way proved more difficult than any of that.
Moving away from a cultural heritage that I know and
understand reasonably well, to one that I did not, was a leap that made me
incredibly uncomfortable. I doubted my ability to understand and accurately
represent Somali culture in my fiction but I also doubted my right to even try.
I had previously come up against similar doubts when one of my stories included
an Aboriginal character. As a white woman, what right do I have to represent a
minority culture?
For a while these doubts froze the words in me and I didn’t
write anything. In the end, I realised I had to find a way get it done or change my whole
PhD topic. I still baulked at the idea of leaping into a culture is so
unfamiliar to me. But, appropriately enough, the way in was the food. I started
cooking Somali food from the Somali Food Blog which is taking the place of
community cookbooks in this part of my project. Cooking the food and preparing the
spices as well as the visuals and music from the blog were jumping off points
for my creative writing and they helped me to get started. I’m still very cautious about the Colonial
paternalism inherent in what I’m doing and it still makes me nervous but I’m in
it now. And all I can do is write my way out with emotional
honesty.
